im tired of being nice. im tired of taking this shit on the chin and trying to be helpful and friendly, only to turn around to getting fucked over. im sick of it. im noones bitch. i need to remember that these people thought i died and were making jokes about it. i need to remember that they gleefully stood by and watched as my father worked himself into an early grave. they are not human. their gene pool is stagnant. noone is coming to save me.